Man, I have been lacking so much creative flair lately. I just can't capture a picture that I'm happy with. My eyes have apparently stopped working - I just can't compose a good shot.

There's just so much in my head. So much creativity, desire, brilliance! Why can't I tap into it? If I just could just convert some of the vast amount of pure energetic passion I have in my head into something tangible...

Everything's been clouded with dreams and stalled by ongoing bouts of apathy and depressive thought. Everyone's leaving me now that school's over and done with. They all know what they want to do and they have plans, heading off to universities and getting apprenticeships and all sorts of crap... and I hate it!

God, I'm lonely. The one person who I could always talk to about everything, I haven't spoken to in weeks. And now, here I am talking to nobody, posting a journal entry on a web page nobody sees.


I think I'd better just go to bed.
See you later, whoever's out there.